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Truth or dare?

Has anyone actually played this “game”? Honestly, that is. Personally, I have attempted the dares, but could never bring myself to tell the truth to these people who claim to wish for the best for me, or even have the audacity to call themselves my “friends”. How a harmless game brings on such thoughts… I’d like feedback if anyone has the heart to write something. That’d make my day. Thanks.

Can I Have Something of My Own, Please?

This will go unread and while I am upset with that fact, I must let it out. All throughout my life, I have never had something I could really call my own. Everything was always shared with my sisters and brother. I have just recently found something that makes my heart flutter which is extremely important coming from a girl who has nothing to look forward to in life. It may seem superficial and pointless, but it makes me happy. Is that so wrong? I found something I can look forward to at the end of the day and I like this feeling.

                        And then it was snatched away from me. Right under my nose, straight from my hands, directly in front of me. People have taken what I loved, distorted it, and displayed it to the world so that I no longer have any claim to it, whatsoever. If anyone ever reads this, please do not think of me as a silly person who is shallow and needs to vent to her worthless blog. I’m begging you, don’t. My problems may be silly, but they’re MY problems for a reason. They’re important to me. I was never the girl everyone looked up to and wished to be like…

                         I had something. Now it’s gone. Move on.  But here’s the thing, I don’t want to. I’ll find a way to cope. Somehow.

Should anyone read this, please tell me your problems and how you move on and/or fix them. Thanks.

Pressure Blah Blah Blah.

 

The pressure to be perfect must have been addressed a million times, at least. I don’t know whether this is a good way to start off, but it has been on my mind lately and does not seem to want to leave any time soon. So this is basically a stress reliever. I have never had this many classes with so many challenges before. Few people or none at all will see this, yet I already feel better about sharing my concerns. Never in my life before have I ever studied for a test, or persay, a class. My grammar is already terrible (as shown by this blog), so how am I expected to perform well in all my classes. For someone that’s never studied before EVER, I have to say I’m doing pretty darn well… I guess this is how to do this, so for now we part. Until next time.